Just the Beginning

When I was a little girl I had an older couple that would babysit me.  I loved them so much.  They were my best friends, especially David.  We would go on walks, go fishing, work in the garden, cook, play in the sandbox and so much more.  Even when I became of the age to attend school I would rush home to tell them both about my day.


In the years since, I stopped visiting them as much or talking to them on the phone.  Now I have graduated college and moved away.  The day before I moved I went to visit them both.  Mary was terrified I am going to get eaten by bears while David just stood by my side grinning.  His hearing aid can't pick up my voice that often but he still has the easiest laugh after all these years.


On Dec 23rd I received their Christmas card in the mail.  I didn't open it until Christmas Eve, having laid it on the table and forgetting about it.  Mary had written that David has been diagnosed with cancer.   Nearing their 90s I can't help it to not be surprised but it's was still a tough swallow.  I love these two people with whom have been in my life for so long and have always backed me no matter what.  It's going to be hard to let them go, but the I have a feeling the Lord will welcome them with open arms.


2011 has been a very tough year.  I have lost so much but have a gained a brand new insight in return.  I hope 2012 will keep me on my toes just as much and jumping at the chance to spend as much time as I can with my loved ones.


Dear David,


Thank you for being my friend and holding my hand as we skated atop the frozen lake.  I loved naming your cows and hated to see the misery on your face as I asked what happened to Whitey but you calmly and patiently explained to me what happens to cows when they grow up.  You'd let me watch Barney every morning before school and after, that had to be annoying.  I hope the years have been kind to you and I apologize for not coming to see you more often over them.  You are still the best friend I have ever had.  When you are ready, and not a second before, I want to be able to look out and see your radiant face in the stars.  I will be able to talk to you and converse with you whenever I want.  No timetable.  See you soon.


Love Always,
Torie